My Oldself

Hi everyone, I will be having exam soon. My first paper is just only 10 days left and I am so not ready comparing the previous semester. Last semester, I did my study very well. I went to bench every night up until 01:00 am, did my tutorial weekly, attended most of the lectures and tutorials, etc. However, my grades were not good enough. I wonder if I put some (a lot actually) 'adrenaline' around this exam period (which I did not feel any last semester) my grades will be better? Hope so, I expect a significant improvement of my grade this semester.

By the way, I want to start doing routine tahajjud again. Yep, like what I did back in junior high school. Back then, I slept around 08:00 pm every night and woke up around 04:00 am every morning. Then I will do tahajjud and study afterwards until approximately 05:30 or 05:45. Now, look at my condition. I slept after midnight, due to ineffective studying in those bench. Then I will try my best to wake up at six but sometimes I can even wake up at seven. And you do know what it means right? I missed shubuh prayer on time. And it is not just once (but can not considered often of course). I think the junior high school me will be shamed to have a future just like me now. I was focussed, somewhat spiritual, determined, and so on. But I don't think it is late to fix me. Have you tried fixing yourself? How was that, was it hard? I guess so.

Do you think this post is very 'me' oriented? Whatever, I am writing for myself though. See you in a better condition for both of us!