Destroyed

This week was pretty much a nuisance. It is not that I am not being grateful about what I get, but it is really harsh. Did I mentioned that my grade was just 'okay'? I guess I mentioned a couple post before, anyway that was not a good start for my life in this semester. That means I should do more effort to get my grade better for at least this year. Besides that, I am going to held an event which is tomorrow. Yep, tomorrow means first of February 2011. About the progress of the event, not quite enough. And what is worse is the fact that it would be held tomorrow. I am now still cutting those papers and hope that some fairy will help me doing all the works. You know, there was an old tale similar about what I hoped. The papercraft are just not independent enough to stand by its own will. It definitely need a kind-hearted human to make them live, unfortunately I am not 'geppetto' kind of person who would willing all his heart just to make a doll.

By the way, do you understand what I mean by the title? It is me, I am being destroyed and soon will crumble. Not sure whether good or bad. I might not be a good writer, but those series of events I mentioned above is some of the reason that I end up being destroyed. Just want to blabber around, I think the reason that effect my state-of-life lately is about the meeting. Meeting, oh shoot I lost my focus on what I want to write. Just remember something, promise must be kept but you should not angry if someone broke the promise because it is not your area of control anymore. Keep calm, may Allah bless you.