Interference

Somehow this world and the world called as fantasy world does interfere. When you get something in your fantasy, real world might follow by giving what you have fantasized. But sometimes it is going on the contrary. If you get something in your fantasy, real world will see that you had enough so that real world won't give you anything about your fantasy. I am not really sure how this world works, but that's how I find this world. And now I am feeling like a sinner for taking some leisure in sunday morning about 3 weeks before exam. Cheers.

If You Can Tell Me Something Worth Fighting For

I think I promised that I want to write something related to 'A Rush of Blood to the Head', yep, I made a post with such title. Right now, I am recklessly studying for my exam. My point is,

DO I NEED TO STUDY THAT MUCH?

Well, because I am not sure about my position among the others so I just need to do as hard as I can. I have never been someone considered damn smart, while everybody here are just damn godly smart. I can't guarantee myself to get my grades in the first class honors range in the first semester, what I can guarantee is that my grade must be better than if I do not study this much. After all, there are no guarantee in this world made by human. I wonder if what I aim worth fighting for, as the title of this post.

ps: another crappy english writing

Where Have I Been?

Dear Readers,

Have I told you that I should take an extra course called "English Proficiency" during my first semester of my university life? I guess I have not, so I will elaborate more on this. This "English Proficiency" course only given to certain people, but let's say that this is just an excuse of my inability in creating proper writing in English. And the best part is the fact that I got C+ as my first continuous assessment, then I guess all of my writings which were written in English are all crappy. So that, I will try as much as possible to write in English from now. But I guess, Crap+Crap+Crap+Crap+Crap+Crap+......=Dump of Crap. Why am I so pessimistic -_____-, lets hope that my writing will get better so the calculation will be pretty much like this; Crap+Better Crap+(Better)^2Crap+...=Still Crap Even Though it is Better. Well, we'll see.

Regards,

arutaki